Like what I always identified in myself, that I am quite different from my other friends, I feel that I have a very sensitive heart, not just about painful things, happiness can also instantly makes me cry. In 2015, I know her figure on Youth Acata Program, her name is Apple, she is a Thai woman, I feel that I have a resemblance with her, we both have a heart that is sensitive enough in a good thing, her heart is so amazing, humble, brightening and always sacrificing for whomever she loves.
There are many opportunities for me to know her closer, to exchange ideas, talk about each other’s lives. I see that she loves and always tries to make her family happy, and that’s also happened in my life. I felt that someday she would be a good wife for her husband, and also the perfect mother for her children, it was proved by her treatment in guarding me and all the participants when I attended the Youth Acata Program in Bangkok for 2 years.
She is a caring person, I still remember when we had dinner together. I forgot that I have an allergy to seafood, and after I arrived at the hotel, my allergies appeared and itched on the body. Even though it was late, she tried to go out and find me a medicine, she’s worried and ask about my condition many times, she showed me an affection as her young brother.
She called me Miss Indonesia, and I also call her as Miss Thailand, because we feel so close, even at our last meeting, I see that she can’t hold back her tears. Now I’m in Bangkok, I’m staying in a hotel where we met in the last time. I remember it all, when at the last meeting we see each other and felt the sadness, I didn’t have a chance to meet her right now, because she was in Florida with her future husband. But even though she is far right now, our hearts are still close, the inner connection between us as a sister, will never be lost forever.